For Bladebearer...

Hey All,

  I don't really have the specifics right now but Bladebearer is having some medical issues. We all know that she won't give up without a fight. But she needs your prayers.

Thanks guys!

I'll update you as soon as I can.

(Bladebearer Editing)

Okay, so I think I can handle telling you guys what happened. I'm gonna try anyway.

Few weeks ago, I suffered from a nervous breakdown caused by a massive load of stress. I had had warning signs for weeks: hives, depression worsening, lip swelling for no reason, not being able to eat, losing sleep. I don't remember much about that day. I do remember waking super early to go throw up. I had nothing to really throw up because I hadn't eaten the night before. My parents and I decided I needed to take a sick day from work because this wasn't right. After that decision, my mind is foggy on the details. I'm told mom found me curled up in a ball crying and shaking really bad. She took me to the doctor to get help. I evidentally was so bad off that they sent me to the hospital. They wanted to make sure my tongue didn't swell up or something.

Now I'm home, but I got a long way to go. My depression is still really bad. I sped hours just staring off into space because my mind can't process anything but hurt and sadness. I'm working on it though. Just a long road ahead.

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Permalink Reply by Bladebearer on October 29, 2015 at 6:21am
I will tell. Someday. But not right now. Just know that I'm counting on you all for support.
Permalink Reply by Bladebearer on October 29, 2015 at 4:17pm

*shy smile*

Thanks, guys.

Permalink Reply by Meme Man on October 30, 2015 at 2:25am

...I guess I'll find out why someday...

Permalink Reply by Bladebearer on October 30, 2015 at 3:04pm

Okay, I edited this discussion to tell the gist of what happened.

Permalink Reply by Meme Man on October 31, 2015 at 9:10am

...woah...heavy...didn't expect that...

I had no idea depression is that bad...you can go through this right though...you're strong right?...

Permalink Reply by Hope on October 31, 2015 at 5:37pm
Its definitely that bad
Permalink Reply by Bladebearer on October 31, 2015 at 11:51am
I've had depression for ten years. Idk if I'm strong, but I'm stubborn. It's gonna take work. I can't do it on my own. I need support and people to listen. Not judge. I'm still me. I just have to put me back together.
Permalink Reply by Meme Man on October 31, 2015 at 11:39pm

Woah. Ten years. Of course you're strong! You'll get better soon in the name of JESUS!

Permalink Reply by Bladebearer on November 1, 2015 at 4:09pm

Thanks, guys.

I hope I can make you all proud.

Permalink Reply by Bladebearer on November 17, 2015 at 7:32am
Update: not spending all day in bed. That's a good thing, right? I've taken up crocheting again. Still can't write unless it's dark depressing stuff. I usually end up crying by the time I finish. I'm getting there. Slowly but surely.
Permalink Reply by Hope on November 17, 2015 at 12:27pm
We're praying for you blade.
Permalink Reply by Meme Man on November 18, 2015 at 6:11am

How old are you? (Not to be rude because apparently asking a female homo sapien is considered rude. Funny that. ).

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