Hey All,

  I don't really have the specifics right now but Bladebearer is having some medical issues. We all know that she won't give up without a fight. But she needs your prayers.

Thanks guys!

I'll update you as soon as I can.

(Bladebearer Editing)

Okay, so I think I can handle telling you guys what happened. I'm gonna try anyway.

Few weeks ago, I suffered from a nervous breakdown caused by a massive load of stress. I had had warning signs for weeks: hives, depression worsening, lip swelling for no reason, not being able to eat, losing sleep. I don't remember much about that day. I do remember waking super early to go throw up. I had nothing to really throw up because I hadn't eaten the night before. My parents and I decided I needed to take a sick day from work because this wasn't right. After that decision, my mind is foggy on the details. I'm told mom found me curled up in a ball crying and shaking really bad. She took me to the doctor to get help. I evidentally was so bad off that they sent me to the hospital. They wanted to make sure my tongue didn't swell up or something.

Now I'm home, but I got a long way to go. My depression is still really bad. I sped hours just staring off into space because my mind can't process anything but hurt and sadness. I'm working on it though. Just a long road ahead.

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She's super old. BTW I think that from now on we should call blade the mother of codebearer.

How old is super old?

*appears behind you* I'm in my mid twenties.

Mother of Codebearer? Hmm.... I like that. It's very sweet of you to suggest.

I'm going to see my therapist today. It hasn't been a good couple of days. Been in a bad depression funk. Hence, why I haven't been around here. Please pray for me.

*coughs * old lady (:

You are like the codebearer mom.

I definitely will.

 Nobody calls her *cough, cough* old lady but me! :) ok?

Ok. Please don't destroy me.

I never even thought of it.

(Plus Blade is somewhere in the shadows. She is ALWAYS watching...)

*eye twitch* I'm not that old.....

Alllwauyyys waaaaaching

I'm officially scared


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